I keep getting real stressed about school, schoolwork, future schooling. Bucks officially closed, so I'm unemployed, too. Met with an advising counselor at RV to talk about Temple shit. It didn't help. I just have to call, book a tour date, and talk to some people, I guess. Feeling kinda shitty. I might be stuck in Flemington for another year, afterall. My dad lost an obscene amount of money in stocks and my college fund took a hit. I'm determined to go, though. I can take loans out for my undergrad studies. Some schools pay teachers to go back and get their Masters...that is an option. That has to be an option. Things with Bryan are going really well. 2 month was two days ago. Time is flying. I love Philly. Marlie's moving there this Wednesday. 11th and Spring Garden. I can't go in to see her place til Thursday or Friday, though. I'm so beat. I am having trouble falling asleep at night because I keep thinking about all the fucking reading homework I have to do. I can't get on top of shit. I'm really stressing over math. Remedial math and I am struggling so badly. If I fail any of the mods, I am totally screwed. This is such a bullshit entry. I haven't updated this thing in such a long time. I don't write in my moleskine anymore. I want to, but I feel weird writing happy shit in it for a change. I don't know what I'm saying. Time to go to class. Heroes tonight. I need to find a job. I'll write something happier later.