summer is almost over. everyone's leaving and it is making me feel really lonely and jealous. lindsay and i went to the RVCC orientation last night and it was pretty much bullshit. i'm not excited for school to start, but i'm trying to be. i'm trying to be excited about this next year, because after that i'm going to philly. i'm trying. i've got a new boy and he is spectacular and i feel happy. i'm feeling really weird tonight. i think i'm going to go to bed. i have work tomorrow at 1, but i need to wake up early to go dress shopping for my stepbrother's wedding on september 13th. i ordered a bike the other night, but it won't ship until september 15th. i feel so weird. melancholy. please talk to me.

They warn you about killers and thieves in the night
I worry about cancer and living right
But my momma never warned me about my own destructive appetite