At RV when I don't have to be for, what, the fourth time? God fucking damnit. I thought I had my midterm today for Masculinity in Lit. (thinking the snow day pushed it to this Monday), but we are actually having it the Monday we get back from Spring Break. I really am out of my mind. Rather than driving home right away I'm going to hang out in the library and plan some stuff out. Going to Philly after this to hang out and watch Heroes with everyone. Work tomorrow at 9am. PNC is going great so far. I really like the people in the branch I am training at. Actually kinda wish I got hired at the Walter Foran branch instead of the 202 one. I mean, I don't know how the 202 branch is going to work and how the people are going to be. I'm sure everyone is nice...I've just gotten used to the branch I'm training at. Everyone is real friendly and funny. Regardless, everything is going smoothly. I'm at the point where I am doing transactions for customers. It's a nice setting. A good job.

Sitting in the RV library right now. I got here too many hours early because I thought I had English today. Nope. Feeling lonely, but enjoying the quiet. Bryan came back with me from Philly Sunday night and he skipped work Monday, so we both got to enjoy the snow day. We went to Auto Zone to get a radiator hose (or something) for his car and then made french toast for ourselves, Pat, and Linda. Hung out, played video games, watched TV and movies. I got rid of lots of clothes that I don't wear anymore...desperately trying to free up space for Lindsay's things. It will be cramped, but we can do it. I think she is officially moving in today or tomorrow. We still have lots of work to do regarding organization and overall cleaning (the dust!). I have Sociology in a little less than an hour. Sitting and drinking chai tea now. Missing Bryan. Missing summer still. Missing lots of things. Missing friends. Spring is around the corner. I can't wait for it. I want it to be so warm that I can drive at night with the windows down. Driving down the shore. Feeling young and alive and whole and happy. I'm starting at PNC today. Training at the Walter Foran Blvd. branch for about a week, then going to work at the one I was hired at. I guess I'll be learning the basics and taking online modules. I have to pass lots of tests, I think. A lot of it is self-taught. Needless to say, I'm really nervous and afraid I'll fuck this up and be unemployed again. I need to save as much money as humanly possible. I need to be ready to go in September, October, whenever. But I'm trying not to sweat it so much. I'm trying to keep my cool and be sociable and learn everything as quickly and efficiently as I can. Hopefully, if all goes well, they can transfer me to a branch in Philadelphia. We'll see.

Fake album cover along the lines of Lindsay's. Okay...now it is time to write my paper.

Quit Staples today. She asked for notice and I said I'd finish out the week (1 more day, Saturday). But, for the first time, I think I am going to totally shaft my employer. No real reason why; they've treated me well. I am just not going to show up Saturday. Instead I'm going to spend the whole weekend in Philadelphia and feel happy and loved and okay. Now, I have to write a 5 page paper. I feel good right now, for being a total dick and all.

I've decided on the one year in Philly plan. I'm going to have to move there in September or October, though, because if I move in December it won't be a full year before I can apply for the Spring semester. I don't want to work for a year and a half. So, I guess I'll have to get an apartment and pay the rent for a couple months before I physically move in. It's got to be done. Hopefully Marlie, Lindsay, and anyone else can jump on board, too. I know Marlie's lease is up in October. Not sure if Lindsay will have the money. Not sure if I will have the money. Simone applied to UArts and Temple. I told her about my plan and she said it sounds good, but it all depends if she gets into a Philly school (and if she can afford it, too). I'm really set on this. I have to go to my night class now. I started a Twitter account. I don't know why. www.twitter.com/m0llie. I guess that's that. I have so much shit to do this week. I have to really clean my out so Lindsay can move in. So much laundry to do with a broken washer. Money to earn. Homework to do. Training at PNC all day Friday. I still need to get my finger prints done in Princeton. I'm tired. Bye.

I am the killer dressed in Pilgrim's clothing.
I'm the hard to find stations on the AM band.
I am the white sky high over Tripoli.
I am the land mine hidden in the sand.

Change of plans? Seriously considering taking a year off from school to live and work full-time in Philadelphia. I want to be there long enough to meet Temple's in-state tuition standards. Makes a lot of sense to me...school for half the price? Yes, please. Both parents are aboard. Still more thinking to be done, but we'll see.